Had a long day today... was so so tired !!
ytd went ah ma hse with mummy...
was so tempted to eat more !!
wahahaa
but ya, was on diet, so... =(
but yeah, i secretly ate one prawn... Opps !
was so angry with my uncles mann...
cos my uncle's gf pregnant, BUT they are still smoking there!
how can?? not good for a pregnant lady.
went mummy's hse to sleep.


cant sleep...
den i tik alot... hahahahha
i was thinking wat is one mistake that i cannot afford to make....
i tik and tik...
there are alot !!
one of them would be getting pregnant. haha
so funny rite?
cos i was thinking, if i am pregnant at this age, my future will be ruin mann !!
i tik i will go crazy, i will hide and not face anyone.
hahahahaha, silly me =)
but yeah, this wun happen to me =)


when i woke up, i am so shock to see my eyes!
was so swollen....!!
i look so ugly !!!
i was telling God...
"Heal my eyes!! i look so ugly !! "
wahahaha.
went walk walk with mummy...
yeah =)


met up with jens & joyce to go for the seminar.
hais, wana kill myself for this lousy attitude.
i dun look forward to this seminar at all, i kept telling jens that i feel like running away.
during praise time, God reminded me abt heart of expectancy.
cannot be so 'hack-care' , i am losing out... BIG TIME !
but yea, tml, i will go to e seminar with a great expectancy =)
i want God to speak to me thru this seminar =)


anyway, i learn quite alot today!
i tik that Mr Glendon is a good teacher =)
- no matter if we commit a mistake or not, God will still be close to us...
- Sometimes, We'll project how we feel on God.
EG: if we are disappointed with ourselves, we tend to tik that God is disappointed as well !! but thats not true right?
- the image of God is impt, if u tik that God hates u, its very unlikely of u to be positive towards life, on the other hand, if u tik that God goes crazy over u, its very unlikely for u to be so negative towards life. (chim??)
- healthy Guilt vs. unhealthy guilt.
healthy : guilty abt behavior, not self , will change to the better
unhealthy : guilty abt self, not only behavior, self condemn.
- realised that depression ppl forgot that life is suppose to be enjoyable
so, if u have a fren or someone close is depressed, do something that he / her enjoy most !


hmmms!!
jus a food for thot.
are we being sensitive to the ppl ard us?
nahs, not related to the seminar. jus a sudden thot. haha
for eg: when u heard abt pre-marital sex, u give that kind of face, some remarks like "eww" etc etc... but but but, have u ever wonder... wat if there is this person who face guilt bcos he / she have pre-marital sex and there is no one to turn to? if that person is ard u when u give that kind of face or remarks, would that person turn to u? wouldnt that person feel more rejected?
another eg: lesbians & gays.
if u openly criticise them... wat if there is this person who are facing this probz, who wanted to change and wanted to be help, but bcos of ur criticism, that person doesnt dare to seek help, wouldnt that person feel rejected?


i reali reali wana be careful with my speech, not that we keep quiet, but more of, no judgmental spirit is allowed =)
if not, who will come and seek help frm u?
as the church grow, we will see many many ex-drug addicts, rapist, 16-year old mother, les and gays etc etc etc.
its normal, i blive ppl who are in the right mind would want acceptance esp. after they did things that they, themselves find it hard to forgive.
but if we judge, make remarks or show that kind of face, they will not feel accepted.
u will nv noe, right?
these kind of ppl might be ard u, but its jus that u duno, so be sensitive, dun hurt ppl jus like that =)


ting is hungry!!
after the diet thing, it seems that i am always starved.
lols.


i feel sicky again!!!
headache arh =(

-t |n g g ` c ha r i s™ __* I Will Trust As I Wait, For My God Is Never Late *__

 

 

 

 

 

 

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